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This post is kinda like a 'reply' to a fren of mine whose particular blog post he wrote, probably after reading my previous post.. i may b wrong abt this.. bt tot i shud state my stand to wat u said.. no hard feelings or watsoever.. it's realli wat i think ya.. so this particular person, plz dun take this as a personal attack..
Love isnt when u see someone with car/cash/looks n u suddenly feel the urge to be with him n for some oh-so-lame reason tt u say u love him juz to enjoy all the luxury n benefits tt he can provide u with. Love cud be, like u said, a certain bond between the 2 of u when u're together.. Love, to mi, is when i totally trust a particular someone.. when i find security.. when i forgive all his faults and accept his flaws.. to mi, this is love. to someone else, this is crap. how can Tiffany, the oh-so-bitchy/materialistic one, be so easy to satisfy. bt this is mi. To others, they see love in different ways.. ways u n i may nv be able to apprehend..
If we see someone for the first time, n we decide tt he/she is so good-looking, we're being so superficial, dun u think? juz becox of his/her appearance, we wanna know tt person? i suggest to those people, go fug urself. i dun see why if we're attached, we cant ogle at others? is ogling at another party when we're attached, considered betrayal? I do look at guys.. he looks at girls.. we even exchange opinions on them.. between the 2 of us onli thou.. what's wrong? i see it as getting to know the other party better.. to know wat he thinks of on a particular subject. We, girls, dun see u guys as tiko peh(s) if u guys look at the correct spot. y we say some of u are perverts is becox we catch u looking at the correct girl.. bt at the wrong spot dude. y call us sluts when all we do is look at guys? and it's nt as if we're looking at u-know-where. we look at the bod, the face. n we turn away.. we admire tt person for that bod n face tt makes heads turn. nt for wat he can do in bed or watever else u're thinking. im nt saying tt all girls look, appreciate, forget. i dun dare to speak for everyone. bt i suppose we dun jack off to wat we saw, rite? mayb some do, bt majority dun..
We appreciate the one driving or even coming down personally juz to send us hm. be it in a car or bus. Dude, i dun look at wat's surrounding the guy. i look at wat's inside. if im looking at wat's surrounding him, i mite as well juz look for any man driving a merc/bmw/jaguar/watever the most expensive car is, rite? n to add on, how abt a rich guy? then i wun hafta worry abt anything rite.. probably get him to employ a chauffer for mi too.. n if i was materialistic, i wud haf all the branded stuffs in my wardrobe. i dare u to open it n search it for any branded stuffs.. minus imitations. im nt saying im all-so-angelic, tt i look at everyone's good points.. no.. im nt saying tt.. im juz stating my point of view.
On my previous post, i wrote it cox i was thinking back.. i was feeling so fucked up inside.. i needed somewhere to shout out to.. nw tt i've voiced out, i feel so much better.. nt so miserable.. thou i do think of him.. it's the past nw.. i've woken up.. im awake.. i know wat im doing.. thanks peeps.. for showing mi care n concern.. thanks..
Wo zhong yu ming bai le.. Guo qu de yi qie shi bu hui hui lai de.. bu guan wo you duo xiang hui dao guo qu.. bu guan wo you duo mo de xi wang.. duo mo de xiang.. duo mo de huai nian.. guo qu shi bu hui zai hui lai de.. Dan.. wo que yi zhi fang bu xia.. kan zhe shou ji.. wo jiu xiang qi ni.. ting dao wo men de ge.. wo que ren bu zhu.. liu le lei.. every love song i hear.. it reminds mi of u.. it's so torturous.. yet i cant msg nor call u... cox i noe u've gotten over it.. there's no point in doing so.. yet till nw.. 2mths later.. it's still so hard to let go.. i've told myself so many times.. to do as u say.. forget abt us.. forget abt u.. and live my life happily.. it's easier said than done.. i still keep ur msges in my fone.. those memories go so deep.. the times we had.. the moments we spent together.. since the day i knew u.. thinking back.. it's so funny how i always rush home juz to wait for u to come online.. every single sign in makes my heart jump.. but i guess.. it's all over.. u got ur life nw.. n i got mine.. thou i so want things to go back to the way they were be4 i joined smc.. but i guess nt.. we can nv turn back the time....
There was a boy who I liked. He liked me too, well that's what I was told...but one day I was walking to class and I heard someone call my name..when I turned around he was there...
"Wait up!" he called.I waited for a few seconds and let him catch up..then once he did I started walking again.
"You need something?"
I asked"Yea... a favor." he said.
"Sure what is it?" I asked.
"Go out with me." he said with a gleam in his eyes.
"ok... sure."I said secretly jumping with joy in my mind.
He walked me to class and kissed me good bye...then the late bell rang and he sprung down the hall to get to class. He walked me to class every day and Kissed me every day and he was with me every chance he got.
Then days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and months turned into a year and he still ran to catch up with me.
It was the day of our one year anniversary and he walked me to class gave me a box and a kiss...then he whispered into my ear..."I love you." then he left.
I opened the gift and it was a ring...a gorgeous ring. That night we were out at dinner to celebrate and all he surprised me...AGAIN...
"You know how I said that I loved you?"he asked
"yea?" I got really nervous....
"I really do you know I love you."
I didn't say anything and I knew he wanted me to say it but I didn't want to seem stupid so I stuffed food in my mouth and he didn't say anything. I could tell he was disappointed. We finished eating and he was driving me home at the red light he turned and looked at me...
"Why won't you say you love me? don't you love me like I love you?" he asked.
I didn't know what to say. I loved him more than I could imagine but I just didn't know how or when to say it..."I...I...love...."
BOOM!!!!!!!!!!
A truck had hit the driver side and rammed us right into a lake.The next day I was in the hospital and all I could think about was if he was ok. So I got out of my bed and searched for him. But when I found him he was barely alive.
Seeing the one I loved near death made me drop to my knees and cry..."I love you...I've loved you since the first day we met. I love you soooo much don't you leave me please don't leave me I need you here...I LOVE YOU!!!!"
With his very last breath he said..."I love you too." then he was gone.
A week later I was able to go home but I wasn't ready to face school yet and my mom understood. I went up to my room and I found a note inside the ring box....
"I hope you like this ring. It was my grandma's. She told me to give it to the one I love and well I love you. No matter what happens to me I will always love you. If I died today I want to die knowing you love me. I won't leave this earth withoutknowing you love me. You're always in my heart forever until the day I die.
p.s. I love you now...I will love you forever."
One fine day, an old couple ard the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they r there to file a divorce. The lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....
This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage & nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on coz of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing.Now, all their children 've already grown up, 've their own family, there's nothing else the old couple 've to worry abt. All they wanted's to lead their own life free frm all these yrs of unhappiness frm their marriage. So both agree on a divorce....
The lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, coz he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage, at the age of 70, he couldnt understand y the old couple would still want a divorce..
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really luv u, but i really cant carry on anymore. I'm sorry.."
"It's ok, I understand.." said the husband. Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just the 3 of them.
The wife thought, y not, since they r still gonna be frenz..
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness. The 1st dish was roasted chicken. Immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady. "Take this, it's ur fav.."
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe there's still a chance! But the wife was frowning when she answered, "This is always the prob. U always think so highly of urself, never thought abt how i feel. Dont u know tht i hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know tht, over the yrs, the husband've been trying all ways to pls her..tht drumsticks was the husband's favourite.
Little did he know tht she never thought he understand her at all..tht she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldnt sleep. Tossed & turned...after hrs, the old man couldnt take it anymore. He knew that he still love her & he coudnt carry on life without her. He wanted her back. He wanted to tell her he's sorry. He wanted to tell her "i love u"...
He picked up the phone, starting dialing her number. The ringing never stops. He never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad. She couldnt understand how come after all these yrs, he still didnt understand her at all. She loved him a lot, but she just couldnt take it anymore. The phone was ringing. She refused to answer knowing tht it was him. "What's the pt of talking now tht it's over...I've asked for it & now I wanna keep it this way. If not I'll lose face,"she thought. Still ringing, she decided to pull out the cord.
Little did she remember tht he've heart problems...
The next day, she received the news tht he had passed away. She rushed down to his apt, saw his body lying on the couch still holding on to the phone. He had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line.
As sad as she could be, she would've to clear his belongings. When she was looking through the drawers, she saw this insurance policy dated frm the day they got married. The beneficiary of coz was her. Together in tht file there were these note...
"to my dearest wife, by the time u r reading this, im sure im no longer ard. i bought this policy for u, though the amt's only $100k, i hope it will b able to help me continue my promise tht i've made when we got married. i might not be ard anymore, i want this amt of money to continue taking care of u, just like the way i will if i could've live longer. i want u to know i will always be ard, by your side. i love u."
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